Why Don't I Blog More?!?!?

you know i like blogging why dont i blog more... at first i started this because Steph had one and i wanted one too... so why cant i be a good blogger like stephanie i think once i get my iphone i will blog more... well i guess thats it for this blog... but to the nonexcistent fan base i have on here i do promise to blog more... maybe if i told people about this blog i have more people would be inclined to check on it every once in a while... steph doesnt even know i think i shall call her and share about this blog or rather insite to my crazy, confused, easily distracted mind....well that is all

Christmas Party

So...... my company christmas party is this saturday and i was actually pretty excited for it. It sounds really stupid but this type of parties kinda mean a lot to me. Well as it turns out ryan isnt going to be here by Saturday and its somewhat lost all its appeal. I really dont wanna go now and i dont know who to take since i already paid my 20 bucks for my guest... yeah we have to pay for our guest but what can i say times are hard and honestly were kinda lucky to be having one at all as most of the other hotels have cxl'ed theirs... but im really bummed about it as monicas party is that day too and i guess i'll be going stag to that as well. I think the thing that makes me upset is that ryan acts like this is no big deal, like i havent been asking him for the last month if he will be here.... blah im just upset.... so i guess this is my angry blog post

I Have Amazing Thoughts

... and apparently I do not lack any self confidence

Sometimes I do feel like I have some, maybe not amazing thoughts but some thoughts worth noting. I wish I could think of some right know so that my official first blog on here would be super awesome but its like 1 in the morning and I went to stimulate the economy by participating in Black Friday.

So this one will be short and sweet since well I have nothing else to say and I'm just trying to figure this whole thing out.

That and 3 if that of my friends will read this Steph being my #1 fan since because of her this has begun!